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Friday, July 29, 2005

hai..today i dunno wad gotten into me.. hai.. i feel moody again.. at first i wake up i feel okok, but but.. when i reach the MA tut class today, i am so quiet.. Normally in the MA tut, me and bob started to laughed and were the noisest among all.. haha.. EVEN the tutor asked me y am i so quiet??!! haha.. LOL.. i also dunno the reason sia, just dun feel like toking at all.. tt y i won't smile or tok or even laugh.. but the tutor really very funny.. LOL always tell lame jokes.. haha.. ok la, some funny, some very cold.. (-_-).... WELL, WAD HAPPEN TO ME??!! omg.. i dunno sia.. y? y? Y? becos of baby jeffy??? hai... i dunno the reason sia.. y ah? maybe this sem is not a good sem to me ba.. haha.. LOL *crap* well something funny sia.. when i reach hm i saw er ren's msg.. then i open it, he said that he saw baby jeffy with hin kheng----> they are "GAY" partners.. then he said Baby is ugly.. LOL... he said he dunno y i like him so much? haha.. well.. i also dunno.. maybe he's the first guy i c quite gentleman and smile like a kid.. haha.. maybe tt y i fond of him ba.. but... its quite tong ku to see him everyday and yet cannot tell him i like him.. haha.. i won't tell forever.. suan le.. i think i won't like anyone for the moment.. STUDIES more impt!! must enjoy life!! haha.. i will try to make myself more happy these days ba!! Oh ya, today very stress when doing projects.. very hard.. btw, our BA tutor got come and tell us some parts that we are nt sure with.. hee.. YOU"RE GREAT MAN! haha lol... we still have a lot of things nv covered for tourism projects sia.. cham.. NO TIME LE!!! hai.. all those stupid tutor--> SAP, SSAP,CAP... give those stupid projects.. siao man! *bish* (-_-).... okok.. everyone's watched superstars today?? is SOSOSO NICE!!! KELLY sang very well, she rawks!! omg.. she sang the slow song- zhi ji, until so well and then the evonne hsu- gu dang ba lei, sang and dance until so well.. basically i think that evonne hsu's song is hard to sing well becos her pitch is quite high.. I AM very impressed by the performance of KELLY! haha.. btw, she learnt modern dance before, tt y she can dance until so sexy man! haha.. today project superstars show, i find that Ruth and sliver performance dropped.. Sliver tend to lose concentration and she cannot hit some notes and tune not rite... a bit disappointed.. then ruth today.. haiyo.. wad happen to her??? omg!! terrible news.. WEICONG is out!!! y?y? how jason in?? wa lau! really feel so bu zhi 4 weicong!! where's is his supporters??! wa lao.. let tt gay kia go in semi-final.. he must out for next week if not really kay long!! hai.. haiyo.. its so cruel sia.. (-_-)...

Staring at the orange sky @ 12:15 AM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

hai...today i feel that i am not in a good condition.. at first i felt quite happy on the way to school because i saw a cute guy at my house bus stop.. and i was with the same bus as him thru out.. wahaha. HE's really very cute!! LOL.. but younger than us.. haha ( young guys-->not interested) hee.. but not very tall.. nvm as long as cute can already.. haha.. well, I am damn piss off by tt CAC tutor today.. dunno is she stay in bank too long or wad? doesn't she know that nowadays tut ans in class are always discused in groups before presenting???!!! She is so different from other tut, call our name one by one sia.. make us sweat... argh! bish** U a such an idiotn, sickening BITCH!! haiyo.. then hor,she marked our exams scripts is so strict lor.. wa piang! like tt sure die wan.. cham!! (-_-)..normally tutor put 4 ticks on your ans means 4m rite? but no lor, i get 2 m instead.. then when we copied the elc notes sentences, she underliend the whole sentences and out a question mark on it??! hello, miss!! we done nothin wrong okok? dun keep minus our marks and expect us to know everything?? We r the first time doing this subject ok??! If u cannot teach, go back to your bank la!! omg!! SHIT!.. after since, i had no mood for everything even it is lunch.. my mood is totally spoiled and i am pissed off... after lunch, our grp went tosit on the bench ouside LT 20, then i started to sing songs.. omg.. tt time i started to feel sad, lonely and depress even thought my grp mates are beside me.. hai.. this feeling gets worse after LT and the time we need to do SIT tut.. stupid SIT tutor.. haiyo. upload so late at OLE??! sch pay u to work ok? not to "jia zua".. haha.. LOL.. then when my grp mates having laughter or discussing actively, my mind was not concentrating at all..my mind was in a blank, tt why i kept quiet.. haha. i getting gentle and softer le.. well, gers ma.. haha LOL! ^_^oh ya, our baby got a friend whom have all 24 superstars finalists HP No!!! IS HP NO SIA!! wa paing. baby say he got weijian and junyang hp! i was like??!!! UNBELIVEABLE! haha. anyway, we r not tt crazy into getting their hp, so what if we can get, we cannot possibly call them or send them sms ma.. haha.. IS not my hubby- jerry yan then nvm la.. if got jerry yan no, i sure pester tt person to give me.. haha. oops! okok..dunno sia.. today i really feel very very "kong xu" (lonely) and sad.. hai.. i went home even without a smile which is very unusual.. i jsut feel that i am exhausted by everything- be it school life, or whatever.. hai.. sometimes i really wanted a shoulder to lean on or soemone that care for my existence in the world.. haha.. i think i crap a lot sia.. haha.. hai.. wad to do?? loving a person can make u heartache too.. so so so.. i DON"T WANT TO LIKE ANYONE LE!!! I DON'T LIKE BABY JEFFY OR HU EVER!! such a torment that i cannot tahan liao.... *valcano erupt* =P the only thing i looking forward is the sun and mon! haha.. cos my BIRTHDAY falls on 1-8-05!! HAHA. it is just next week! so everyone must know hor??!!! heez.. ^_^

Staring at the orange sky @ 2:25 AM

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

hmm today is a HAPPY day for mE!!! haha.. well actually today i woke up, my temper is not very good becos..becos... I did not have enough sleep!! haha.. LOL.. then very funny at the project room.. MAMA told me and sa mei abt the "molesters' stories! haha. well, she basically told us wad happen to her cousin- a sec one guy! haha. Her cousin was molested by a GUY!!! omg!! hey i dun understand??!! Y guys wanna molested guys??!! hey guys, dun u think its a bit weird??! U and the guy have both the 'same' things and u wana touch each other??!! really feel disappointed... and wad is the pleasure??!! omg...haha (-_-).. well, I discovered that more and more guys are becoming gays le.. haha LOL! ^_^ well, should i feel sad or happy for them?? but if u r the only child in the family and a gay too, i only feel sad for your family members.. hahaha.. maybe should ask my gong gong and baby for their experiences??! haha.. LOL... here comes the highlight of the day... I SAW KG!! haha... at first, sa mei bluff me say she saw kg in the library, then i shocked but its was a joke.. and then when our grp went down the stairs to level 5, i saw a guy checking opac at the computer.. then.. i find that hairstyle of him is so familiar.. seems to be kelvin goh.. then.. at first, i thought wouldn't be him but then i walk further i saw the strands of hair with coloring, then i SHOCKED!! i immediately knew it was KG!! then i quickly ran down the stairs.. then i wanna tell bob, then i turned back i saw kelvin goh coming his way down with us at the stairs too.. then i was like OMG!! i quickly jump down the stairs.. then i so rushed until i remembered i knocked into BABY jeffy.. haha..LOL, hey baby paiseh ah.. haha.. then we waited for the lift..then KG is also with us.. then our baby jeffy called out his full name.. i was like diao~~ then Kg say he did not take the mid sem test tt time cos he was sick.. I was like izzit real or he go acting??! haha.. then in the lift, i covered my mouth in case i laugh too loud.. then mama, bob and sa mei keep calling my name out.. haha i also dunno how to react when KG was in the lift.. haha.. then mama said my face turned red?? was I??! haha.
Ltr we went to the LT to do the apel online reflection.. Wa piang! that xu chun mei really so blur and kong bu!! omg! her saliva drop onto my hand sia.. yucks!! then i keep wiping it on the wall.. LOL! its very hard sia.. haha no la.. basically its about wad u feel during the lives in tp... when i got home today.. i c my hp then i saw er ren msg.. haha.. guess wad he say? he say hey today we saw Jeff in real person today.. his front looks ok but side view is yucks! he look a bit haggard.. then my reply was like diao??! wad yucks! haha.. he is cute when he smile is just that er ren nv see.. maybe er ren c will fall in love with baby??! haha LOL.. GAY!! ^_6
Oh ya, today at event mgt tut, bob say her friend tell her what are the lines in our hands meant..then sa mei say when u hold a fist, the lines at the thumb there means how many bf u have in ur life.. then i saw mine so many.. but then i say izzit due to fats?? haha.. wa if i have many bf i sure xing fu** haha but now i'm 19th yrs old, not even a single bf and nv encountered a single relationship.. haha.. well, i can't possibly tell a guy i like him rite?! it would be weird and normally if a ger biao bai to a guy, out of 10 chances, 9 would be rejected ba.. unless u r damn pretty.. haha.. well, leaves to fate ba.. ^_^ I think and think will only make me more pitiful and sad and painful ba.. (-_-)....

Staring at the orange sky @ 7:49 PM

Sunday, July 17, 2005

hey hey... is me and yvonne! haha.. nice haha..

Staring at the orange sky @ 5:33 PM

bob takes with yvonne lim.. haha.. not bad ba?! haha.. she is really very chio lor.. i likes her hair, the make up of her, bla bla.. haha

Staring at the orange sky @ 2:25 AM

haha is my eyes ok?? haha.. the yvonne lim maicam looks like the pufferfish?? haha.. LOL

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wa.. yvonne is making a wish.. well this is not her bdae but the fc bdae.

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hey hey looks hu's here??!! haha its mediacorp artist- yvonne lim! haha.. me and bob went to yvonne's gathering.. haha..

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jingle bell, jingle bell.. hey hey.. here comes santa clause's assistant.. haha

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heez.. this is my pic! haha.. nice right?! haha kawaii..

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omg.. this is worse.. our baby something wrong?? haiyo.. so sad.. so young loves to tok to himself.. LOL.. haha.. baby likes to tok to himself??! weird..

Staring at the orange sky @ 2:17 AM

omg.. baby is baby.. ps everyone. our baby loves to squat at punlic..somemore at the junction.. haiyo..terrible..

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wow.. hu is this star?? haha. its my gong gong! haha... wa.. superstar!

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haha.. hey hey.. 4 in love again taken on the stairs again...

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hahaha.. this pic is so natural.. haha i snap this pic wo.. haha look they walking up the stairs.. haha

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heez.. this is the cute guy tt i snap on it accidentally.. mama and bob likes this guy??

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the 4 in love.. haha.. look we r so honoured to have the female lead to take pic with us.. haha..^_^

Staring at the orange sky @ 2:10 AM

another pic of the fountain..

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c this fountain?? it looks like the movie-"turned right, turned left" right? haha.. this is the fountain where our two main lead saw each other.. taken at chijmes..

Staring at the orange sky @ 2:09 AM

yeah! this pic is nice! bob- best of the best..

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omg.. another pic..hu is tt person tt take this pic??!! (-_-)

Staring at the orange sky @ 2:07 AM

woo.. hu is the hun dan who capture this??!! must bish tt person.. haiyo... sa mei izzit u hu snap this pic? haiyo.. ah ka bish* oh forget to introduce to u guys the BABY of our grp- the baby is at the right hand side of the pic.. ^_^

Staring at the orange sky @ 2:06 AM

say cheez! bob rulez..

Staring at the orange sky @ 1:49 AM

this is bob and heibe aka jolin.. haha.. taken at marina bay..

Staring at the orange sky @ 1:49 AM

this is also very funny.. haha..

Staring at the orange sky @ 1:48 AM

this is jing dian sia.. look how my gong gong squat.. lol.. so funny...

Staring at the orange sky @ 1:47 AM

this pic is nice but the sun too shine le.. my eyes cannot even open sia.. so i turned my head back.. but nevertheless, its still welli-nice! haha...

Staring at the orange sky @ 1:44 AM

this pic is well-nice! haha.. the grp- 4 in love.. haha..lol..

Staring at the orange sky @ 1:42 AM