Life is like a Sunset

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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

hai...today i feel that i am not in a good condition.. at first i felt quite happy on the way to school because i saw a cute guy at my house bus stop.. and i was with the same bus as him thru out.. wahaha. HE's really very cute!! LOL.. but younger than us.. haha ( young guys-->not interested) hee.. but not very tall.. nvm as long as cute can already.. haha.. well, I am damn piss off by tt CAC tutor today.. dunno is she stay in bank too long or wad? doesn't she know that nowadays tut ans in class are always discused in groups before presenting???!!! She is so different from other tut, call our name one by one sia.. make us sweat... argh! bish** U a such an idiotn, sickening BITCH!! haiyo.. then hor,she marked our exams scripts is so strict lor.. wa piang! like tt sure die wan.. cham!! (-_-)..normally tutor put 4 ticks on your ans means 4m rite? but no lor, i get 2 m instead.. then when we copied the elc notes sentences, she underliend the whole sentences and out a question mark on it??! hello, miss!! we done nothin wrong okok? dun keep minus our marks and expect us to know everything?? We r the first time doing this subject ok??! If u cannot teach, go back to your bank la!! omg!! SHIT!.. after since, i had no mood for everything even it is lunch.. my mood is totally spoiled and i am pissed off... after lunch, our grp went tosit on the bench ouside LT 20, then i started to sing songs.. omg.. tt time i started to feel sad, lonely and depress even thought my grp mates are beside me.. hai.. this feeling gets worse after LT and the time we need to do SIT tut.. stupid SIT tutor.. haiyo. upload so late at OLE??! sch pay u to work ok? not to "jia zua".. haha.. LOL.. then when my grp mates having laughter or discussing actively, my mind was not concentrating at all..my mind was in a blank, tt why i kept quiet.. haha. i getting gentle and softer le.. well, gers ma.. haha LOL! ^_^oh ya, our baby got a friend whom have all 24 superstars finalists HP No!!! IS HP NO SIA!! wa paing. baby say he got weijian and junyang hp! i was like??!!! UNBELIVEABLE! haha. anyway, we r not tt crazy into getting their hp, so what if we can get, we cannot possibly call them or send them sms ma.. haha.. IS not my hubby- jerry yan then nvm la.. if got jerry yan no, i sure pester tt person to give me.. haha. oops! okok..dunno sia.. today i really feel very very "kong xu" (lonely) and sad.. hai.. i went home even without a smile which is very unusual.. i jsut feel that i am exhausted by everything- be it school life, or whatever.. hai.. sometimes i really wanted a shoulder to lean on or soemone that care for my existence in the world.. haha.. i think i crap a lot sia.. haha.. hai.. wad to do?? loving a person can make u heartache too.. so so so.. i DON"T WANT TO LIKE ANYONE LE!!! I DON'T LIKE BABY JEFFY OR HU EVER!! such a torment that i cannot tahan liao.... *valcano erupt* =P the only thing i looking forward is the sun and mon! haha.. cos my BIRTHDAY falls on 1-8-05!! HAHA. it is just next week! so everyone must know hor??!!! heez.. ^_^

Staring at the orange sky @ 2:25 AM